Never again fly

Everyday I take the flight, I lookup and ask, When will I land;
As I move out of my shells, closer to the world & farther from myself
I realise there is no one to hold my hand

The farther I go, more I feel free
The more shells I cross, the more I see

I feel the burns, facing the heat, I had never been taught
Some1 would hold my hand & teach me, that’s what I thought;

But I dint find any1,
I would cry thinking, there should have been someone,

Someone I had been friend to
I thought I had many I knew
But now, I can’t even ask them, where are you;
I ask myself, will this always continue,
I tell myself,
Had I never flew, had I never flew, had I never flew……
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It does happen sometimes!!
But why today?

It all started so well,
All happiness began to shell
But why again today,
Heaven changed to hell!!

Will I make or break?
Is this a give or a take?
Whatever it may be,
It did make me shake!!

Last time this happened, it was worse,
Which I thought, I will never curse
How long will this last?
Will this come back and haunt??

Should I give it another try?
Or should I hibernate and never again cry?

Do I give myself another chance?
Or I surrender my arms,
Can I take this anymore?
I think I have nothing more to explore!


Too many questions & only I
Whats easier
To answer them or never again fly,
Or never again fly.
Never again fly.

Sometimes

Sometimes I'm up
Sometimes I'm down
Sometimes I smile
Sometimes I frown
Depends on what I've done
Depends on who I've seen
Depends if you are nice
Depends if you are mean
Sometimes I'm clever
Sometimes I'm thick
Sometimes I endeavour
Sometimes I retreat
Depends on who I'm talking to
Depends on what I say
Depends on how I'm feeling
Depends if I'm too weak
Sometimes I'm happy
Sometimes I'm sad
Sometimes I want to change
Sometimes I want to be me
Depends on those around me
Depends upon the news
Depends if I'm helpless
Depends who else I could be